First of all I just want to say 'hi' because I'm a new member.
Secondly I have a little question: I often get urges to wear diapers as I really enjoy doing so and they make me feel really comfortable and calm. The problem is that after a few days I often regret it. Back when I lived with my parents this was because I was afraid of them finding out and would be ashamed of me. But now I'm in college and have my own room ergo: more freedom, so I want to try it again but I'm afraid I'd get a backlash again in which I want to throw away my nappies. I think I mostly get these backlashes because I don't feel completely comfortable with it yet, perhaps don't completely accept it yet. So I wonder if you guys have any hints as to how I can prevent this backlash and learn to accept this side of me.