Long time reader, first time poster here. Where 2 began...haha. I've been a diaper lover for as long as I can remember. Diapers are sexual for me, but I also just like 2 wear them. And I would wear regularly if it was more socially acceptable. Unforunitally it is not. The urge 2 wear seems 2 be strongest when I don't have a gf...it seems 2 go away when I do. But I think if I was in a long term relationship it would creep back. I guess I've become a little AB as well...just cuz it seems 2 go so well w/ diapers. Sexually...I'm mostly into diaper punishment/forced into diapers stuff. I'd rather be the one diapered, but girls in diapers is hot 2. Kind of like girls in panties hot...I think most guys that r DL also have a panty fetish...am I right? Be honest. That'd b funny...the diaper lover who doesn't want to admit he has a panty fetish 2. lol. I should've made my username lonley in diapers...cuz that's about what this fetish is...the odds of finding ones ideal girl who would b down with this fetish seems slim. It really makes a guy wish diapers wern't such a desire. Self control seems 2 b important as well. I could deffenetly see myself becoming dependent if I could wear as freely and as often as I seem 2 think I would like too. Well...that's enough 4 know. Should be interesting talking 2 others like me 4 once...I've never told anyone in rl...and I may never. Who knows...but here's a good start.