I was thinking about something today... sometime last year I started wearing pull-ups during the day because I was tired of having the occasional accidents and I was used to/liked wearing diapers at night anyway. But while I used to accidentally pee my pants rarely, not more than once every few weeks, now I wet my pull-ups (it just happens, I'm not "trying" to) probably every few days or so. I can't reuse them very often because they're almost always at least a little wet by the time I change when I get home. I also take an extra one with me in case I need to change during the day.
A similar thing already happened when I was 13 and wetting the bed 3-4 days a week, I started wearing pull-ups to bed again (after not wearing any protection for a few years) and eventually, I was wetting every night and switched to better overnight diapers, and then even those diapers were very wet by the time I woke up. That's still the case now and it has been for a long time... full-size diapers every night, very wet when I wake up. I couldn't even tell you the last time I woke up dry, and as much as I like diapers, that's not something to be jealous of.
So what's the deal? Clearly I had serious wetting issues anyway, but as I added more diapers to my routine, I began to wet more and more. I feel comfortable and secure in diapers so I like wearing them, but it makes me wonder if my body "knows" I'm wearing diapers and doesn't try as hard as it could to prevent accidents. If I didn't wear diapers at night, would I still wet the bed literally every night, or would it happen less? If I stopped wearing pull-ups during the day, would I still pee my pants as much as I wet myself now, or would it go back to the way it was before? I don't know, because I got myself in this situation where I'm hardly ever not wearing some sort of diaper, and I don't know if I could go back. I'm almost scared to find out.