So today I started feeling just really alone and without anyone. I was at a birthday party a little while ago and said hi to some people, but that's about it. I felt like everyone was talking to eachother, and got that feeling like I was invisible or that nobody noticed me. I'm home now and cried some, had a panicking feeling. Really been struggling to find a partner or friends, the only people I hang out with are family. It feels like anything I do, i do alone, I've never had great social skills.I have some people to talk to, others like my one friend have gone into service and I can't get a hold of. I really would like to find a dom who can handle an emotional person like me. I know a lot of other people have depression, so I feel a little selfish posting this, but I just started feeling really down today. Anyway, thanks for listening.