I'm back. Needed to take some time off to deal with some things.
One thing I need to learn, I thought I had, is not to let things pill up on my Emotionally. The Little ones in my Family I will always worry about, that is just my nature.
One thing I thought I would be over by now is loosing two of my Great-nieces on Nov 26,2009 , That was Thanksgiving Day four years ago. They were 11 and 9. Their mother, my nephews long time girlfriend they split up years ago, was diving. She ran a stop sign and was broadsided. She was driving on a suspended licences . The girls died instantly , their brother who was 10 at the time survived. She was charged with the deaths, but justice was not severed, she got two years probation and that is it.
Now my Great-Nephew has turned to drugs to help deal with the lose of his sisters. His mother has never taken him to concealing to help him deal with his grief . He is 14 now.
I feel helpless because I can't help him.
I don't like Deaths, when it is a child it seems to reach way down inside of me. It is like some ne pulling my soul out, if any one can understand that.
For those who have supported me in the past I thank you again.