6 months ago today I graduated high school. It was very anti climatic as my little 5 seconds of the only fame I got never happened. The moment was built up for months and then, as I walked none of my senses worked. It was almost like a tunnel. But I did find out through a video that my family did not expect my name early and forgot to clap. But no one else did. It was literally crickets. Anyways, that's not the point as it was all a blur to me. I was never really known throughout the school so not many people knew me. But since then, almost every single night these past 6 months, I have recurring dreams of that night. Some are fairly regular of me just walking across the stage, some involve my superhero universe imagination. lol.
I know it was a big day in my life but shouldn't it be in the past? Why is it still haunting me almost 6 months later? And why is it every time I do dream of it it is different each time? I'm asking this because I just woke up from said dream and can't get back to sleep and I feel like something about graduation is bothering me that I still dream about it.