The title basically says it all for this one, but I'll fill in the blanks just in case.
To start, this almost never happens to me (i.e. I might experience it once every 2 or so years, but I can usually catch it before it happens),
so I was pretty shocked to wake up in the middle of the night on Monday. I was wearing a diaper to bed, which is pretty normal for me, and I guess I was just in a really deep sleep. I had one of those dreams where you need to use the toilet, usually I catch myself before that happens, but this time I wasn't so fortunate.
I happen to sleep on my side, so that's what makes it really unfortunate. I ended up leaking through the side of the diaper and noticeably wetting the bed sheets, then I woke up. Luckily, I did not wake my girlfriend. I managed to hide what I had done until the morning, then I simply came clean to my GF/mommy and helped remove the sheets from the bed for cleaning...
I'm still shocked that this happened, and I really don't know what to think anymore. I know a lot of AB/DL's would be ecstatic if they were in this situation, but the very first feeling I had was shame and disgust towards what had just happened... I just don't know why it hapened...
After the incident, I sat down and tried to figure out what was different this time than any other time I've had a "near-accident" before. Some things that stuck out:
1) I was wearing a diaper to bed and overall just regressing.
2) The dream I had was slightly scary? More of a thriller really?
3) I actually remembered my dream very vividly. I never remember my dreams.
4) I fell asleep with a pacifier in my mouth, this almost never happens for me.
5) Mommy and I were watching a babyish movie (The Lorax) before we went to sleep.
I guess all of these kinda factor into the equation, but I'm not really sure?
I notice lately as well that I'm having a higher frequency of running to the bathroom to relieve myself than I ever had before...Usually for #2.
I'm really just at a loss to understand why this happened to me. The very last time I had one of these accidents, as far as I can remember, I was about 6 or 7 years old. Can anybody shed any light on my predicament? Any advice? Personal experience?
As an aside, my GF and I have decided that if I'm wearing a diaper to bed, I should also wear a pair of plastic pants as well...