Well got the appointment with the uro doc on the 28th at 10 am. I am very nervious about that. I know that he or she will want to run all sorts of test and that is fine I can deal with that. I guess what makes me nervious is what the test will find. In reading about becoming incontinent I found that there are many things that can cause it and some are really scary - ie bladder cancer -
I still have not discussed this with my mate yet. I am going to wait and see that the doctor says before I do that. I want to have all my information all lined up when that discussion takes place. My mate is a worrier and no since in bringing it up until I have some real information.
lol - It is funny. I have enjoyed wearing diapers for fun for quite awhile but now that it is not just for fun it seems like I do think about what others will think. I did not feel that way before. I have worn my diapers all fully soaked out in public and to work for close to a year now and wondering what others thought never was an issue. Why is it that now that I am having incontinent problems - real ones not just - oh why are you wearing diapers - etc for reply - but ones that do make me have to wear them that I am concerned about what others think?
I guess in someways it is more of it not being a game but something that has gone wrong feeling.