so i've gotten a 'hall pass' from my girlfriend, just because i have been feeling like the whole relationship with her is just a best friendship thing, and when i say hall pass i dont straight away refer to sex from another, i mean just to feel what its like to be single again (2 and a half year relationship). lately i've been very bi curious, and want to experiment. Though, obviously i wouldnt cheat on maddy, that has never entered my mind. this whole hall pass was discussed last night, and after talking to her about how i've been feeling she told me she had felt the same way in the past but moved on from it. I also felt like all the guilt was gone away and that I didnt want to do this whole thing. Though, just making sure, we decided to do it for a month (apart from a movie that we have both been dying to see next week). I havent talked to her all day today as it has officially started (its 9:20pm in melbourne) but now i'm feeling different.
1. Should I tell her that I want to experiment? because i feel like as soon as I do this, then it wont enter my mind again.
2. What if i discover i dont want to be in a relationship anymore..