Hi, you can call me littlemommy for now. I'm in my 30's and have been introduced to the AB/DL world some 4-5years ago. I'm married with kids but my marriage is basically dead. He works abroad and so I am basically alone.
I met this young boy that has been my on and off "little". We aren't together, and what we have is like some sort of understanding only, though I am in-love with him apart from just being his mommy. He's the love of my life but I honestly don't think he'll want me the way I want him. I wasn't really interested in all this until he came into my life, and now, though I love being his mommy, sometimes I can't help but feel like I want to be little too. I kinda hate it and been denying it to him, maybe it's because I'm still confused, I'm not really sure. I don't like the idea very much of myself being in messy diapers ( no offense. because I like my little boy messy sometimes, just not myself ) but I like the idea of being a little girl.
There's just so much going through my mind right now and I'm just altogether confused, which is why I stumbled upon this forum. I hope to meet people here and be friends and be able to share my thoughts, worries and all with you guys.