From the moment I began this journey it seems like something in my head hit a switch. Some days the light is on, and I'm all little and wide eyed. And then the light is suddenly flicked off, and I'm all adulty and "normal".
Has anyone found a cure for this syndrome because it's starting to mess with my head. I wanted to be a "kid" all day but I'm so out of that world right now that I can only see its shadows. And its a bit saddening on days where I just want to color and watch cartoons...but find myself only over analyzing what I'm doing, because fuck I'm 21...and it's reflecting in my head in this moment.
Anyway I'm super tired, and should be in bed...so good night. And thanks for any sound advice and/or comments. <3