Since I started my new job in August, I have had very strong urges to masterbate at work. I am not sure what is bringing this on, maybe it is the monotonous boredom of my job or the extremely low work load.
I have masterbated sparingly at work in previous jobs. My last job was a shift supervisor at a supermarket so the fast paced environment left me little time to engage in this behaviour, but when times got very stressful I shut myself in the mens toilet and pleasured myself.
My current job involves groundswork and maintenance at a residential site, so I am actually working on my own 90% of the time. My work load is pretty low and I tend to have a lot of time on my hands, so although not stressful, it can get boring.
But I find myself masterbating to naked women on my phone 3-4 times a day. Sometimes more. Thats like.. once every two hours or so. I do enjoy doing this, and I achieve fantastic orgasms knowing that I am doing something I should not really be doing.
However I often think to myself, am I engaging in self-destructive behaviour? It has started to become an addiction, and I struggle to get through the day without masterbating. It has gotten to the point where I prefer masturbating over sexual intercourse and I feel the need to stop, albeit gradually.
Has anyone else had similar problems/experiences and can give advice?