This probably sounds a bit strange, but I was thinking sometimes it seems like it's easier for me to pee in a diaper or a cup than the actual toilet. Like yesterday, I was sitting on the toilet trying to go but couldn't (maybe because I'd just fapped? I know erections make it hard for guys to pee, but I'm a girl). So I stood up and was able to pee in a cup instead. I'll admit the situation does lend itself to the ''stubborn toddler refusing to use the potty'' fantasy. It's just kinda weird.