Lately, my AB feelings have been getting stronger and stronger for some reason. Not sure why on that but that's because I've generally kept myself from letting the AB side get too much attention over the past few years but they have gotten stronger.
I've tried everything to deal with them... but finding someone to talk to is kind of like a giant crapshoot. I've never had much luck in being the baby as I usually am the daddy in most cases- I made a post recently and I wanted to explain WHY I made the diaperbook account-
I made the account because a friend of mine suggested it and I generally- avoid places like diaperspace, diaperbook and ABDL match due to the high contingency of game-players, con-artists, liars, cheats and professionals looking for new clients. However, I only did it because I kind of feel I'm at my wit's end with baby feelings.
I have never had much luck with finding someone to talk to about them, I've tried to talk to other ABs but with little success.
I'm at a point in my life where I'd like to talk to someone that understands it- not a psychiatrist- not a professional but someone who can help me deal with the AB feelings and kind of in a way- let me be the baby as I grow weary of being the daddy and so forth. THAT'S why I signed up with diaperbook and ultimately made the other post out of frustration.
I have been around the ABDL community since at least '99 when I got my first dial-up internet computer and I have met some good people, some cons- liars and cheats but mostly cons, liars and cheats- and I as a rule avoid sleazy places but as I said- at my wit's end with the baby feelings.
I don't want to give up being an AB, but I'd like to find someone to talk to and someone who understands it. I have AB friends, but I don't know how to approach it without maybe jeopardizing friendships. I am an honest soul, I wear my heart on my sleeve and I don't play games or spam people. I am a person who takes honesty seriously... cause I don't want to get hurt or hurt anyone else.
So- how do you al deal with these AB feelings when you have no one to talk to about it or whatever? I know I should have done things differently in a previous post but that post was out of anger and frustration and not attention-seeking- I have a habit of being a reactionary when I'm in a bad mood.
I have a problem with handling things sometimes- especially when I get angry like I was the other night- I am not one to play games, spam or con someone because I believe in being a person, not a creep or whatever...