I have been embracing my AB side over the past year and loving it! I even moved in with two very close AB/DL friends a few months ago, and have been meeting so many wonderful AB/DLs, Babyfurs, Mommies, Daddies, and just plain cool supportive people from all walks of life!
I have been getting more and more brave in public and have even bought a bunch of new kiddish clothing to wear out. I bring my paci for long car rides, and have been bringing my teddy Heinrich wiff me everywhere esp. if I'm sleeping over at friend's houses.
I have been buying all sorts of new toys from star wars to lego for myself and my friends to play with and it's so nice to be able to chill out and play like a kid again! even arts and crafts seem more fun now! I have been sculpting and drawing for years and was kind of losing my inspiration but now that I've been in a more childish state of mind I can't stop coming up with new fun ideas!
As far as being diapered in public that's something I've dealt with all my life due to urinary incontinence but I've never messed much especially in public, until recently it's just been a guilty pleasure inside the privacy of my own home but I've decided I to give in to this urge too and use only my diapers like a good lil boy, even if that means having to go #2 while I'm out and about...
Even though I primarily care for myself it's still an amazing feeling and so much fun to have this freedom!, some things are a little confusing and hard to get used to but it's soooo worth it to me, I'm making my AB/DL fantasy come true one day at a time. I felt so empty while I was in hiding and it feels like the world is opening up in fantastic new ways now that I'm being more myself! ^__^
Does anyone else have the urge to be a full time AB/DL? are you a full time baby boy or girl? mommy or daddy? I would love to hear other's experiences and thoughts on the matter!