Hello my name is BirdNoises ( I know, weird name)
Although you can call me Bird.
I am 32 years old and have been interested in diapers and playing the role of a baby since I can remember. I remember having fantasies about being babied when very young. Therefore I know this is something that is second nature to me and is perfectly normal. I was a member of diaper Pail friends when that was up and running although didn't meet anyone on there. I have never successfully met another AB. I have introduced the idea and play to past lovers although it didn't feel the same as playing with someone that had the fetish to began with. (Make Since?)
Besides being an AB, I love to cook meals, sleep to the sound of the rain, camp in the great outdoors, explore rivers and find secret swimming holes, travel to unknown destinations, hitch hike, dance, and listen to music. I like to read books and am constantly learning.
I honestly had given up on trying to find a AB girlfriend online. I sall sites like this as being full of mostly perverted old men disguised as girls for whatever reason. Please don't get me wrong I see the good in Ab social sites as allowing AB's to have access to a community of like minded people. Most of the post seem to be about searching for the right diaper or binky and finding other people in their area.
I'd like to change that and begin to talk about the social and physiological aspects of the AB mind set. Like why diapers? Why this urge to want to be a baby. Sexual? or Comfortable? maybe both or maybe not. Case by case. Although I often wonder if diapers turn me on sexually or do I confuse that nurturing feeling I get from diapers or being treated like a baby as sexual, if so why? Is it because of early AB pictures I veiwed online as a teen.
If anybody reading this is interested in more of an analytical approach, give me your thoughts and experience. I have a lot to speak about and would like to learn more about this community.
More about me: 32 years young, baby blue eyes, dirty blond long curly hair, I don't currently wear due to living a lifestyle that does not allow it. ( and I'm fine with that).