I was doing some Psychoanalysis and came to the conclusion that what I thought was my AB side may just a need for intimacy that was associated with AB because of the DL side.
I came to this conclusion because my desires on the AB side do not require me to be a baby or even treated like one (to some extent.) I wanted stuff like soft stuffed animals, Hugs, cuddles, being held, sitting in ones lap, being really close to some one, being in a codependent relationship,being helped get dressed, bathing together, being emotionally supported... all of this with somewhat of a little and submissive theme.
The thing is that these desires can be filled with about being a baby. granted I do like teddy bears the care bears and footed sleepers but I could have developed different interests if I found some different community or, had a really close relationship with someone.
But considering the fact that I can get this stuff from an AB relationship, along with baby stuff that seems interesting, and considering the fact that I'm also a DL make me a true AB? Its not like what I desire isn't the type of stuff you get from an AB just the baby is both empathized and enjoyed.
I want to ask the question of what dose AB really mean and what your true desires are. Are you in this to be a baby or is it something that both you and the baby could get? I also want to ask if That question really matters? finally, how did you become an AB in the first place and why do you think you came here or got these desires.