So I have been giving this a lot of thought, and I know I have just been introduced to the AB/DL community, and I have just discovered my AB side, but I think it is best if I give it all up. My wife has been super supportive and accepts me for me, but I don't think I can hide this from my little girl, and I don't want to lie to her either. She has not been born yet, but it will not be long. I want her to have the childhood that I never had, and have a normal life. If for some reason she had ever found out, it could jeopardize that. And before anyone says anything this isn't the purge cycle. Like I said I have giving this a lot of thought. So after I run out of diapers, I am done with this chapter in my life. I will remain a member until her birth so that I can stay in touch with some of my new friends that I have made while I was here. After that if you wish to continue to be my friend let me know and I will give you my facebook acount, if not I understand. I want to take this time to thank everyone that has helped me along the way and answered any questions that i had. When the time comes I will miss you all, and will miss reading about all of your stories.
Your friend always