Hi! I am Candlemaker. I am 26 and female.
I am mostly a DL. I have tried a few ab things, I would be interested in roll play but of course, no one near me is interested. I don't wear 24/7, about 6/7afternoon/evenings a week and maybe 2 nights per week.
As far back as I can remember I was attracted to diapers. I was potty trained at an early age and don't have any memory of that age. I also was never a bed wetter. I don't think there is anything wrong with my bladder but I do believe I have a small bladder. My friends and family have always been annoyed about how many times I have to use the bathroom in a day. I have often told my sister.... You think it's annoying to you!? Its more annoying to me! Throughout K-12 and even college I often had to use the restroom during class and teachers would get annoyed. I would get calls home because I had to use the restroom too much. I also urinate multiple times per night which is highly annoying. Even if I restrict beverages! I also have anxiety and whenever I am anxious I get the sensation that I have a full bladder even if I don't! It has been checked out by a couple doctors and nothing is actually physically "wrong". I also see a pain management doctor (a whole different story for another time), and I have to get blood tests every 6 months. My bloodsugar is never an issue. I always thought, wouldn't it be so much easier if I could just wear a diaper!
In elementary and middle school I remember taking wads of toilet paper and paper towel and putting it in my pants and peeing in it... only in the bathroom of course having a lot of leaks. I tried many ways of making a diaper but it never really worked out. College I lived at home with my parents and got the courage to buy some diapers. I kept them in the trunk of my car hidden under all the other crap in there. I used them when no one was home or a couple times during long exams that I knew leaving the room was not acceptable!
A couple years ago I moved into my own condo and now I can wear whenever I want (at home).
I find it puts me into a whole new state of relaxation which is great because it's hard for me to relax as it is, plus I love the feeling! Sometimes when I wear at night I am usually afraid of leaks, even double diapered so it is hard for me to "let go" I also sleep on my stomach so it tends to come out the top leaving a big mess.
I never poo my diapers only pee.
I am glad to have found this fourm!