I am a little confused about what kind of AB/DL I am. I know I like diapers (preferably pink) and a pacifier, but I am very confused about the other aspects of the AB/DL life style. I am not allowed to use diapers util I move out, so I mainly just mastrubates to my thoughts about diapers, but the scene I think of often vary. Sometimes it is a ''mistress'' that takes ''care''of me. Some times it is just the thought about wearing diapers...... I don't really know what to think about it anymore.