I am just above 18 years old and are living with my parents. I have since I was around 14 been wanting to wear diapers and suck on a pacifier again, But when I finally got to admit it to my mom ( that wasn't until I was 16 ) she said no. She then said that it was very weird and gross. I said that the internet said otherwise, but then she just said that all on the internet was fake and she wouldn't allow it in her house. It has gone 2 years by now and I don't know if I can handle it anymore....... I can't move yet cause of not enough money or a stable job yet and she still won't let me do as I want! WHAT SHOULD I DO???????