I've come at a heavy crossroads in my life. I'm both interested and uninterested in sex. I am interested in that I have a very high libido (and have since I was 12), so I'm in a state of arousal at least 2-3 times a day. I'm uninterested or rather...something else...in that I do not find sex appealing on a non-aroused standpoint. Well that and the fact that I do not feel like I am ready on a mental level for it.
And it's a very confusing place for me to be, since I am and am not interested in sex. I suppose I'm only interested as a spectator and not a participator at the moment, but isn't that odd? It seems like most people prefer it the other way around..
I'm also feeling a slight pressure (from no one, but possibly myself) to lose my virginity so that I can have that experience and because I feel like if someone knows I'm a virgin...they'll think less of me. No idea why, but its a new thought that's come to mind.
So yeah....is there something wrong with me?