I was thinking about why I like to wear diapers today. If you take the time to read this and reply that's great and if not, that's fine too.
This is following my recent experience wearing an Abena L4. I personally love these diapers for their capacity and containment.
I woke up wet in the morning following wearing to bed. I wasn't nearly reaching the capacity of this diaper so naturally I left it on. I had my morning coffee and proceeded out to the porch I have in my apartment. I live with my girlfriend but she was out for the night so I was free to do as I pleased. I threw on my gym shorts, of which I wear most of the time I'm diapered. After getting through my first cup and making my second I had the urge to go, so, standing on the porch, I just went. I'm not one for public thrills in the sense of showing my diaper when I'm out at stores and so forth but I had at least 4 inches of the waistband showing out the back and the top two tabs peeking about the shorts. My porch is situated towards a street but there is a tree-line thick enough for no one to really see me when I'm out there. There is something about being on my porch with the diaper showing under my shorts that I enjoy, particularly the fact that I can clearly see my reflection in the door.
After coming inside and sitting around for a while I went back out onto the porch. The top of the padding had a clear stain showing what I had done, even in the reflection. This is what really prompted my thoughts as to what appeals to me in wearing diapers.
With adult diapers, there isn't too much variety in terms of color and feel. Sure, there are cloth and plastic-backed as well as white, blue, green, and peach coloring, but it's generally the same. I like white plastic-backed myself but everyone is different. What really appeals to me is in a white plastic diaper any accidents are very obvious. There is no hiding when I've wet myself and even less when I've messed. The wetness indicator turns blue or completely disappears in addition to swelling. When I mess the back buldges out, advertising my accident. I enjoy even more when, after sitting and wetting again, the back turns brown making it absolutely impossible to miss that I've filled the seat of my pants. With an adult diaper, the stigma of going against all I had been taught as a child appeals to me even more. I love the feeling of the diaper wrapping around my waist and going up through my crotch in a way that briefs can't possibly parallel.
In addition to the thoughts of using my diaper, the feeling of having a full one on keeps me coming back for more. I like knowing that I'm wearing a diaper and that I have gone to the bathroom in it. The fact that I can keep it on under my pants and still go as I need to just adds to the experience. I like everything about diapers except the societal implications surrounding wearing them but not much can be done about that currently.
I love wearing nothing but a diaper to bed.
I love wearing them around my house with just a t-shirt.
I love wearing them under my clothes.
What are some of the things that you guys like about diapers?