I have a boyfriend for three years now. He has absolutely no clue I wear diapers. I know he won't be accepting of me wearing diapers as we have had similar topic conversation about people who wear diapers for fun. He thinks it's the oddest thing in the world and he laughs at the idea. So I have not told him my love for diapers. Although I have been longing for a daddy. I want a daddy to just be a daddy and nothing more. I don't want sex or anything intimate with a daddy. Although I do want my diapers changed when needed. I have found a daddy who is OK with just being a daddy and nothing more than just that. We have spoken and met in public many occasions, but I still have not had him change my diaper yet. I almost feel like if he changes my diaper. That I'm being untrue to my boyfriend who I love very dearly. Would it be cheating and being untrue to my boyfriend if I had another man "daddy" change my diaper? Please help me understand what I'm doing.