This is the biggest problem is trying to see it as a part of me and with me in my faith. I cant give up my faith because I would feel lost without something to hope for. I have tried several times giving up diapers and every time ending up buying them again. It is a warm comfort to wet a diaper. It is a struggle to accept that I enjoy it.
In high school I would constantly forget to go to the bathroom when I needed to. If you ask me how I can completely forget about the bladder discomfort I really could not answer your question. Truth is I have not the slightest clue except for the fact I was constantly under stress.
I am thinking of going without diapers 24/7 and not wear one for a certain length of time. Have any of you forced yourselves to do AB without the DL? What was it like and how long did you decide on going without diapers?