This topic has been on my mind for a long while. I have for years been more of a caretaker in the AB community and never the baby. Only on some VERY RARE occasions have I had the chances to be the baby. Always the caretaker, never the baby! LOL. So, I have wondered if others have been in that position.
One of the reasons I took to the caretaker role is I am straight- and it's easier to meet baby girls than it is to find a mommy figure. It would be different if I wanted a daddy figure but I don't... that would be too weird for me for some reason.
So, I am ready to be a baby for a change but I've since given up trying to find a mommy figure because it's too difficult plus I'm so tired of scam artists, cons, weirdos and others I seem to run into in the community. I always seem to run into those with ulterior motives and those that are looking for something for nothing.
It is also why I am not going to any of those ABDL meetups or signing up on any of those diaper match dating sites like DiaperSpace or ABDL Match.
I am not looking for attention but just saying that it is time for a change-no pun intended- in my role in the AB world. Plus I have often wondered if others had been in my position- tired having to always do one role ad never have the chance to do the other role?
Just my question of the day as I figure more and more about myself as I get older...