First I need to give alittle back-ground about myself. I'm a DL. I enjoy wearing diapers, and sometimes using them for wettings only. I have no memories of ever wetting the bed, or having any kind of an accident. I have no interest in becoming a bed wetter or being someone that physically needs to wear a diaper.
For the past couple of weeks, I've been wearing a diaper to bed. I've never really been able to sleep while wearing one. I've been wearing them to try to get used to them. I'm now able to sleep while wearing one. I think it was an excitement thing. It was always too exciting to sleep when I had one on.
I sleep on my back, and if I ever wake up with the need to "go", I've always gotten out of bed and stood up to go, or turned over on my stomach. I don't like the feeling of having a wet bottom. But when I wet, I go change almost immediately.
This morning I woke up & had a wet diaper. I have no memory of waking up and needing to go. Or actually going. The diaper was soaked on the back, which means I was still laying on my back when it happened. Something that I wouldn't do, if I was aware of it.
It was a very weird feeling to wake up and realize that you wet yourself. I have new found respect for those that really do have accidents at night or day. I found it really embarrassing.
I was curious to see if anyone else has experienced this. I think I might have gotten alittle too comfortable wearing the diapers at night. I think I might need to take a break from it for awhile.
I'm a rational person, so I don't think that I'm "loosing control". It was probably a combination of factors that lead up to this happening. It's even possible that I woke up for it, and just don't remember.
But has any other AB / DL's that don't have any IC issues had this happen to them? What were your feelings on it?