When I was young,after I was potty trained. I still wanted to wear diapers,& I'd sneak my younger sisters diapers & pull ups. Then I stopped for awhile till I was probably 17), I start wanting to wear them again.
I rarely use diapers,but just the thought of peeing & pooping in them is extremely enjoyable.
A few months back, I start getting really depressed.At sometimes I'd get suicidal,& as get progressively, I just get more depressed,& at times very suicidal. I was 17 at time,& I was getting bullied. It didn't really effect me much,but after I stopped getting bullied, I got really depressed. It's probably what trigged my depression(depression runs in my family).
But, even before that, I liked diapers,but more so now(even when I'm happy I still want to wear them.)