I hope this is the correct place for help.
I love the woman Iím with. We have a good life. For as long as I can remember, my wife has made all the decisions; I do as Iím told. It has never been a problem until now. It started because occasionally, well often, I leave marks in the underwear. Both front and back, lazy I guess. In the navy we called them skid marks.
I got home one day she told me she wanted to talk, in the bed room. When I walked in I saw a large pad in the bed. She told me to sit down and then showed me several pairs of my underwear from the dirt clothes basket. I do the laundry, most of the times. She made me take off my pants and give her my underwear. Without saying much, she cleaned, powered, and diapered me. When she was done, she simple stated, ďWe will have no more dirt underwear.Ē I do not use the diaper, I can go to the bathroom, but when Iím finished, at home or if she can find a private place, Iím cleaned, powered and in a fresh diaper. They are very thin, adult diapers, but I worried someone will see or find out. Iíve already had to explain the smell.
Itís difficult at work, but I just open the front and retape it. Yes, sometime I have to take if off Ė very scary, I do my best to use the bathrooms at home. She makes me carry a clean diaper with me, which is difficult to conceal.
Help! Iíve tried talking to her and begging, whining, crying, etc., but she wonít even talk about it. As I said before, I happy with my life and I always have; and always will, do what Iím told. I know I can do as I want, I simple do not know any other way. How can I get her to change her mind?
What can I say to her? What is a well reasoned argument that I can use? Iím not happy being in a diaper.