It's been a rough few weeks.
1. Ex finally stopped talking to me.
2. i haven't slept in about 12 days
3. been having blackouts where ill lose days at a time
4. when i do sleep, im having horrific night terrors
ok so i was told when i moved back in with my aunt, she didnt want any drama and she didnt want to feed into my mental issues.
so i went to see my therapist to establish a safety plan and got no where.
she suggested my aunt dole out my meds
get rid of all alcohol, narcotics and things like tylynol.
and to have access to the ER if necessary
my aunt responded by saying, you never used to have this problem, practice self control, i dont want the ambulances at my house and im not home enough to monitor your meds and if you need the ER, walk there with your powerchair
problem is i cant leave my chair just anywhere and call EMTs for a pickup, id either need to leave from my house or walk there because ambulances cant transport power wheelchairs, and i walk in to the ER, the response i get from nurses is "You walked here just fine, if you werent mentally stable you wouldve done something on the way here"
Advice guys, im mentally sound now but id like to have a future gameplan because honestly this is scaring me.