Since Tuesday July 30th I've been tempted to ask my dad if he wouldn't mind paying for diapers.
The last time I had any Adult sized ones was days before Christmas when I used the last two of my Bellismo's that my online older brother (not related) order for me back in may 2012 as a gift (2 bags of 8).
Now my dad's known for 10+ years now since I told him and I am clearly dependent on him. He also caught me with stolen baby diapers when I was about 6 or so, but I was never sure if he remembered that at all. But he did after I jogged his memory of it and even said I wanted to wear before that time.
So, Friday night I finally got the courage to just ask since the worst he'd do is simply say "No". Since I was asking for something I feel embarrassed about I figured I'd ask for the 48 count case of Bellsimos medium.
He said he's fine with paying for some but not 98 dollars like Bellsimo's would cost. I then explained to him the differences of Bambino's vs Depends and that diapers that are more expensive initially are actually cheaper in the long run.
Me: "I'd probably use at least 4 depends in a day compared to 1 Bambino Bellismo and they would cost roughly the same. But Depends are far less comfortable."
So I asked if we could just place a order for a case of Bellismo's in a month or two. He thought that was a fine idea and was in general happy that I told him about it since otherwise he wouldn't of known I had a issue.
I told him I rarely ask for them since 1. I am a adult, I should have a job to pay for my own wants. 2. I don't need diapers 3. It shouldn't be a concern to him if his adult son wants to wear diapers or not.
Note: I should add I was on the verge of crying due to embarrassment of asking as well simply asking for something that has he shouldn't have to deal with at all. So for now it's on the back burner and he hasn't brought it up since we talked on Friday night. But with any luck I might have a case of Bellismo's somewhere around October 15 or 20th.
TL'DR: Having a parent who tries to be understanding and asking them to buy you diapers never get's easy even if it works out. (Could get a 48 count case of Bambino Bellismos by mid October.)