Years before puberty it wasn't sexual to suck on a pacifier for me, before I even knew what sex was at all. I mean yeah I would get "excited" down there, but I couldn't release. Now that I have gone through the early years of puberty and am on the tail side, I noticed that whenever I indulge in both my secret sides (I'm a closeted nudist as well), so being naked actually helped with my limited regression. I get extremely turned on by being naked and sucking a binky that I can't resist "the urge". It's bothering me for many reasons.
1. It takes away the innocence of the whole regression. I just don't want to do it anymore.
2. Nudism communities strictly prohibit masturbation totally. One can't even touch themselves down there as it would lead to arousal.
Has anyone cut the sexual part out of their AB side and if so how did you (or didn't you) do it?