So some really amazing! things have happened to me in the last few weeks but at the same time some really hard times have come in regards with family and some other stuff. I'm finding it really hard to deal with my AB/ little side emotions
i put so much trust into some think i have no control over and end up lost not knowing what i'm doing or were i belong in return it makes me want to shut down and my adult/big side just cant keep up with these emotions.
Over time my AB/little side has become stronger and more needy and it feels like i'm pushing away the people that i care! about the most and its breaking my heart. Big or little mode i feel so lost and scared right now. If i could step off this planet and be suspended in space and time i would. Sorry this post was a bit self centered but need to put down how i feel as it kind of helps. Hugs little Leo