Lastly I've wanted to wear diapers more and more. I still love with my parents so I can't wear that often.
Like for example right now I'm lying in bed wearing a diaper and wish I could just get up, go get something to eat, and worry about taking it off later. Because I don't want to take it off yet. So instead I'm staying in bed longer than I want to because I don't want to take it off.
Now obviously the easy answer to this is wait until I'm on my own but I'm just so frustrated. Maybe I just needed to vent.