So I have always enjoyed wearing and using diapers by choice and of course I have always been curious about losing control. I am a cop in the city I live in so I keep this side of my life pretty secretive. Lately, I have been having trouble making it to the bathroom in time while I'm at work. I am a female and I can't always get my gear off in time to make it to the bathroom in time. Luckily the last few times I have been able to get down to my underwear before losing the ability to hold it and I just throw them away. However, tonight I was driving home from dinner and I had the urge to use the bathroom (both 1 and 2) and I couldn't make it the 15 minutes from when I got the urge until I got home. I made it to the parking lot in front of my building, got out of my car and lost control and had an accident. Nobody saw, but I am still embarrassed that it happened. I really don't want to wear diapers to work or out of necessity, but I feel like this situation is getting worse and I don't have a choice. Any advice would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!