When I joined this site last year, I got chatting with a person who claimed to be living on the west side of the U.K. since march this year we have been chatting all day everyday, I felt that we really was getting to know each other and it got to the point where she would be the first thing I think of in the morning to the last at night, I shared everything about myself with her. She got my into trying baby things like a pacifier and a bottle, oh and a onesie. But today she suddenly came out with "I need to tell you something but pleas don't be mad, really didn't hide this from you to hurt u or anything, it's just that I feel such a loser and I didn't want u to think tht too
I have been living in a village close to (me) for the last few months, I live with my friend and his mother, they have been helping me to get my life on track and I fell in love with him but that is another story . I'm sorry I haven't been honest with you but I don't know I just felt so stupid cos in on moment I had everything the next moment I had nothing. I didn't want u to think that I was a loser. I'm sorry I didn't told u this before. I understand if u are upset." I now no longer know if she is or ever has been who she said she was. I don't know what to think say or feel, I just want to and am crying. I have so many questions and thoughts going through my head it's poison. I feel so stupid and insecure and alone. Im thinking that it might be lesson number 2 on don't trust anyone. Am I just being silly or .. I don't know. Can anyone offer me any advice or anything please? Thanks.