I always have those urges where I want to be ABDL, but I'm just afraid of what my parents would think. My mom isn't very understanding like my dad is. If I could come up with a good enough reason to explain to my psychiatrist why it's important for me to be an ABDL, would it be worth it? I think if anything... he's trained to deal with just about anything.
My only concern is, explaining that. I can't even explain it on my iPad why I feel being ABDL would probably help my conditions any. I just know if I tried it, that maybe it might help me recover some of my lost childhood I hardly remember. Thing is, it doesn't seem like a good enough reason for me to be an ABDL, and I really want to have access to things like a pacifier. I'm not into becoming a full AB or anything... but enough so that I can have a little bit of regression in order to help the urges I get.
What I'm trying to say is... should I try explaining this to my dad and my psychiatrist? My dad usually goes with me when I see my psychiatrist. My dad is a bit more understanding than my mom, but the problem is that if I don't include my mom then she's going to bitch when I go and buy a pacifier or something without knowing what I told my dad and psychiatrist about how I feel.
I'm more concerned about her than I am my psychiatrist and my dad. :/ She doesn't really understand these things like I know they would. I'm kind of stuck at the moment and... I'm pretty sure that's what's stressing me out.