Yesterday I had a dream, but it wasnt any ordinary kind of dream. In it a person i loved was babying me. I woke up feeling great about myself. Ive struggled with depression my entire life, ive loved being little my enitre life but theres always been a pang of guilt attached to it. I hardly ever dream, and never are they good ones. Ive never even had an abdl related dream before this. Before i had gone to sleep i tried as hard as i could to let completely go of my worries and regress farther than i ever have. This dream, though very short was enough to make me rethink the decisions ive made in my lifethat have lead to my sadness. I also now know that i need to embrace my little side way more because it makes me feel happier than anything in the world than to truly act like myself.
I have never been so happy in my life. And i never wish to forget this moment.
Have a joyous day everyone.