I hadn't worn diapers in almost a week. Every few days, the thought would go through my head, but nothing to where I felt like I had to put one on or that I just really wanted one. Just for sake, I'm wearing one right now, but I'm not sure I want to. I'm very comfortable, but I wonder if I'm forcing myself to wear them or if its just a case of guilt. Not gonna lie, I've gotten feelings about not wearing anymore, about moving past this, and I've tried to stop. But I can't bring myself to throw my diapers out. Sometimes I feel like I'm avoiding life, staying indoors by myself just to walk around in just my diaper. Unless, of course, I go out wearing one, in which case I still go alone. After coming to terms with this, I realized there was nothing inherently wrong with it, but I'm not sure if its for me anymore. Maybe I'm reaching a point where I need to make a choice, or maybe I'm just going through a phase.