I started Bed Wetting at the age of 12, caused both by a physical problem and emotional. I would wet some times twice a month or even once a week.
By the time I was 14 It was up to at least twice a week. I got tired of being called lazy and getting spankings for some thing I had no control over. So I started hiding it by wearing a towel folded up and held in place by my undies. It worked most of the time. I was washing my own clothes so it wasn't to hard to hide. I did this until I was 17.
At 17 I joined the Army, home life was becoming unbearable. The bed wetting turned out not to be a problem others did it to. I served two years and was out when I was 19.
Getting out I found a job and got an apartment of my own. Now not liking a wet bed I bought some diapers and plastic pants.
Now what happened when I got diapered I was not expecting. I was filled with all kinds of emotions. I felt at peace, like the world had been lifted off my shoulders. I felt as though I was a little boy again. I even wanted to have a night time bottle. This was the starting of my night time Baby.
I did get some bottles the next day. I liked these feelings but they also scared me. This was long before the Internet. I thought there was something very wrong with me because I felt this way.
The Real Diapers had triggered something that I didn't know that I had been suppressing. I still get the feelings of being a little boy every night when I get diapered for bed. but know I know that this is just part of who I really am. I still like a night time bottle, have to give them up every so often like when I stay with mom.