Could I have regressed in my subconscious as way of protecting myself?
There were events in my childhood that really shook me up.
First would be at the age of 5. That is when I found out that I had been adopted. But it was not the proper why i found out, like my parents sitting me down and telling me. It came out in a form of a tease by older boys in my neighborhood. Telling me that my family was not my Real Family. Now being a 5 year old it up set me. In a 5 year old's mind that meant that some one didn't want me. Why? I did ask my mom and she said yes I was Adopted and left it at that. This bothered me so bad that for the next 1 and 1/2 years I had Potty accidents. ( I use the word Potty because some were #1's and some were #2's.)These would happen when I got up set over something.
Now there were a chain of events that happened when I was 12. The Death of my Grandfather and my dog. Finding out about my Birth. The details of my birth are 1. My birth mother is only 16 years older than I am. 2. My birth mother is one of my mom's younger sisters. That part wouldn't be so bad. 3 My birth father is one of my mom's brothers. I am a product of a sister and brother have sex.
Round two of the potty accidents starts. Along with bed wetting this time. The accidents lasted about a year this time. The Bed wetting never did, but that turned to be a medical problem, but I didn't know that until I was around 30.
Because of the actions of two other people I decided early in life not to father children, not knowing what kind of genies I would pass on.
It took me many years dealing with it. Turned to Drugs and Booze nether helped really. Only found out the drinking set off my seizures. That is all in the past, Dead and Buried.
Like I ask in the beginning could I have been subconsciously regressing When I was having my potty accidents?