Hello everyone, my name is Baby Hero Sakura and I have come to admit something to all of you about myself. Now what I am going to say is true and if you have any questions or comments. I will respond respectfully.
I am a male who likes to cross dress and or be as a baby girl if you will. It's makes me feel comfortable and safe in a way. I used this as cope not only to represent myself as me but also to make me come accepting off myself.
I myself have through 3 eating disorders through out this last year. At first I started out with what my therapist called anorexia. At first I was on complete denial until eventually I ended up in the hospital for dehydration. I never made a big deal of it and I treated it as if nothing was really going, but every one of my family members and relatives over reacted until I was filled with complete shame of myself and how I had refused to gain any weight because of my disbelief.
Eventually I made my way to binge eating and bulimia at once since I was filled with regrets. I had entered the vicious cycle with pain and regrets every time 'it' happened. I had then became more and more attached to regressing like baby girl and to my pacifier in a way. When ever I had my pacifier I placed in my mouth to remind me not to over eat and not to throw out at the same time.
Up to this time I've been returning to my old fashion roots. In this case living healthy, eating healthy and exercising. Even though I do at times still 'binge and purge", I hope to this time never return to that time.
Thank You for your time.