I know in he near future I will need to war diapers 24/7. That part I am not having an issue with.
The battle I am having with myself right now is which me would I be.
Will I want to be Little me more? That would not be a problem is I had someone in my life, like a Mommy or a Daddy . I do not right now. On line Mommies and Daddies are OK, but I think I am reaching a point where I need loving arms to tell me everything is OK.
Being big me in diapers I could handle too.
The trigger for me between big me and little me has been diapers.
I think it all comes down to just needing someone is my life. Just someone who needs some TLC right now.