My partner is away on business this week, so I decided it was a good time to take the plunge and order some ABDL stuff while I have the house to myself and there will be no awkward questions to answer (though I do hope to be honest with him at some point).
I ordered a pack of 10 Boots Staydry Slips as well as a pack of 2 Cuddlz printed front nappies and a NUK5 dummy. I'm still waiting for the Cuddlz/dummy package, but my Boots order was on the doorstep waiting for me when I got home today!
I was so excited when I got them in the house, I took photos as I opened them, as it felt like a very important moment for me! I spent a happy afternoon in my first nappy and tried out wetting it to see how it felt. I was so scared it was going to leak. I've seen other people say the Boots Staydrys don't handle 'flooding' very well so I tried to do it slowly.
I know there are lots of threads about people's first times, but I'm really interested to know specifically: what were your thoughts and feelings when you first tried nappies/diapers? I felt guilty, excited, scared but comforted. I thought about how I'd been waiting for this for ages but also wondered 'what am I doing?', 'why am I doing this?'.