First, I finally signed up join the ADISC site about a week ago. I have known about this place for all of the diaper wearing community to visit for a few years now, so I decided to make it official and join in on some of the discussion.
It seems that just about every topic has been addressed at one time or another on this website; so, asking my question or posting what I am posting for feedback may be pointless or even redundant because many of the numerous responses that have already been given.
In about a week, I will be attending a session with my therapist about my ab state of mind. She has asked me to consider undergoing a procedure known as EMDR, which is a kind of very mild hypnosis that is crossed with something akin to the Rorschach Test without all the finger paint or pictures. I sent her a text, stating that I had a little concern that while undergoing this procedure to understand my ab side that I might actually have a physical reaction (a polite way of saying I might have an accident) as a deeper sense of my ab side might surface. In short, I fear that I could do a peepie or poopie on myself.
She called me and we spoke about this today, and I told her that I was a little concerned about this. To add to my tale is that I am also a M to F transgendered person. I finally got up the nerve to attend my sessions with this therapist dressed en femme to deal with this aspect of my personality as well. I am thinking to attend my session in which I will undergo the EMDR while wearing a diaper (cloth diaper) just in case something should happen. But, I have to admit that a part of me feels that I may be taking advantage of the situation too. To some degree I feel as if I am rebelling, demanding some kind of acceptance from the outside world, but doing so through a person who is trying to help me (my therapist) may be something I should consider too.
There is not really a question in this post, but I would not mind some feedback from any who wishes to comment.