I've been curious of how it feels to wear a diaper for a few months now. Each new month, I am getting more and more anxious. I wanna wear them 24/7, but I'm afraid I might be put in a mental institution or something. I wish I knew what it's like. Lately for the past few night (more like 3 nights), I've been having nightmares about wearing diapers. I dream that I am being controlled for the rest of my life because of this dream and wanting to wear diapers. I'm almost getting so anxious that I am gonna wait two months (lack of money right now) to get the powder, wipes and the diapers. The trick is how to hide them with out being caught.