Well. It has taken almost 4 years but I have finally did it. I told my wife about my secrete. She already knew that I liked diapers to a certain aspect. A few years back she even tried one on for me. It has been kind of hush hush and never really brought up again until the other night when I couldn't handle it again more. I had been bottling it up for far to long and I felt like I was hiding something all the time. It may not have been the best time to tell her but we were just starting to have sex and we were wispering this and that to each other and I said to myself, its now or never and I worked it in there. I basically told her I had a secrete and it kind of came out. She said it "wassnt much of a secrete" and smiled at me, indicating that she already knew for the most part. I told her what I liked and how I wanted her to participate etc. She said maybeeeeee but that she DID want some footed PJs, blue to be specific.... and then I really spilled the beans, I told her I wanted to "try it" This I guess was not really the full truth because I have "tried it" (diapers) prob 100 times before haha. She was more then accepting. I had a hard time using the word diapers so we opted for "baby pants" lol Corney I know. After hearing that she was accpeting I whispered to her that I wanted her to "help" (change me) and she was quickly accepting to that too. Over and over again I asked her if she thought I was weird and I told her I felt like a tool etc etc. She reassured me that all was ok! I hope she is serious and not just saying that because we are in the middle of sex! lol I am just over the moon with it all and I am not sure where to go from here. I have a stash of teddys that she doesnt know about and I am nervous for the first night when this can become reality. lol Thoughts?? Anyone else experience something similar?