Well the untraining is coming along do nicely. It has gotten to the point where when I put on a diaper I just go. Before I have gotten the plastic pants on my body says its time and I just start peeding before I can even stop it. I so love that new development.
Also now I have found that walking I am able to just relax and the next thing I know I am feeing the urine just leak out of me and then a steady flow all the time I am walking. I even find that once I start that the flow seems to continue not a huge amout just constant leaking. In addition to this when I am in a diaper I find that while sitting my body (mind) just knows its ok. I will start leaking a small amount then just feel the pee flowing out. Once the bladder is amost empty I continue to leak all the time. I am not sure what I going on - I suspect my bladder just stays open and the pee just comes out as if I was wearing a catheter. This is also a wonderful new development and great feeling too.
One thing I do suggest is when you start wearing diapers and have plastic pants for you to also wear a kitchen garbage bag. I know this may seem strange, after all your wearing plastic pants, but the bag does serve a great purpose. I find that I put on a Tena overnight diaper with slits cut in it and then another Tena diaper and then the plastic kitchen garbage bag. The bag fits around my legs and forms what looks like shorts. The bag around the legs forms a nice snug fit. Then I put on the plastic pants. There are two advantages to this method. First if the last diaper layer leaks you have a really snug water proof layer that goes further down your legs and is totally leak proof. The second advantage is that the plastic pants over the kitchen garbage bag does make a wonderful crinkling noise. Yes as you wear the plastic bag and plastic pants they do get warm and at some point it seems the noise level does greatly reduce.
What I find in this method is that it totally did free me mentally from any worry about leaking. This freedom mentally has really helped in me now being able to just pee, to let it flow, and especially to enjoy that constant feeling that your leaking.
I don't know about other (what are others feelings regarding this) but, I do really like the feeling of my pee flowing out of the urethra. I can really feel myself flowing now and also really feel the pee leaking out as I sit at my desk - wow it is such a wonderful feeling - love it.
Next step in goal is to have it happen that I pee my diaper when asleep and wake up with a really full diaper in the morning.