Indeed I am.
With the help of many people here, I've come a step closer to fully accept myself. Yesterday, I went to an AB/DL group meeting and found that I'm not alone. Heck, I already knew that, but the simple fact that there are AB/Dls close to me....that I can get in touch with left my mind at peace.
I had a chance to discuss my situation with a lot of people and they all gave me reassuring advices a personal experience to make me understand what exactly I'm going through.
And with that, you'll all be happy to know that tomorrow will be my first time wearing since the last two years.