Is it crazy to still hold onto hope after your ex has filed a restraining order against you? I do not want to get into gory details because honestly the relationship was pure bliss. I feel like my mind is being tortured and there is nothing I can do. Nobody can understand or believe why I would still hold hope in this relationship so it is extremely hard to continue having faith. Deep down my gut tells me that my "ex" still has feelings and this is all part of the control she wants to establish in the relationship. My "gut" has served me well over the course of my young life so I have ditched my mind and followed my heart.